MOJO

I must feel everything!
I want it to hurt to the core,
the kind of feeling I cant ignore
It must choke the life out of me so that I can survive
and bleed again.
In my mind theres a lions den,
I often dream that they attack me
I must sleep,please do not wake me,
They must tear all my ligaments,
Lick my blood and all its condiments.
I want to feel,raw,pure pain
feel every prick,swallow every grain,
It must disturb me surely
Make me dull and gaudy,
I want to fill the expanse of my body
Every nooke and cranny
Fossil fuel me to the past
Ashes to ashes,dust to dust
How else will I remember
Never to be here again...

I must feel it all
The lion...slain